So I know that guys complain that girls are so hard to understand, but let's get real boys.. you're not much better. I know I'm not a complete knock out, but I'm also not a psycho over bearing freak. Well most of the time. Honestly, I don't get it. I know sports. I'm laid back. I'm easy to get along with. At least in the beginning.. Haha.. So when I see these girls getting with these guys, and they have an insane history as a psycho obsessive chick, it kind of gets to me. So what do you want us to do.. I'm sorry I'm not perfectly made up at all times. I'm sorry I'm not crazy skinny and dress slutty. I keep telling myself that eventually someone will come in and realize all that and just be amazed. But here I am... And people keep telling me that once you stop looking and trying to find that person, they'll find you. But here's my big question - how do you make yourself stop looking? Especially when you over analyze everything that guy says to you.
Anyways, onto a different topic.
My friend Kayla told me to write down my top five worries, put it in a drawer, and a month later look at it. See how many of those worries are still on your mind. I think I'll do that.. I sort of want to do the same thing, but with some of my fears. And instead of putting it away in a drawer for a month, put it in my North Carolina fund bottle and look at it when I break it open. All that assuming I ever get to that point..
I think I need to ease back into this blogging thing - so for now, that's all.
Peace out girl scout
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